upgrade~ ^^

hehexx...

fye wen thx for helping me o... ^^

finally... my blog nt d dot dot le...

ehee... change jor template...

bt a bad news to tell u all...

i lost u all de blog link le... hmm...

do u all mind to send me again d link...?

paiseh weer... T.T

summore...

recently gt monthly exam...

i think i had fail 3 sub cuz i hv blank many of it...

LOL~ cham ar... ==

%&*@#$^&*...!!!

%&*@#+^&*...!!!

今天发现皮包不见了50零吉

很不爽...!!!

又不是拿去买东西...

酱钱都会不见...!

Wat d hell...................................!!!

累人的中四生活...!

I'm TIRED...!

_ =.= _

抱歉~

那天早上云很紧张地提醒我去看琪的部落格

那时候的我在想琪应该发生了什么事

果然我的第六感预言了

琪

我承认我的确忽略了你

亦知道我并不完全了解你们

我希望利用时间

在你们的身旁尝试了解你们

但我似乎离得太远了

我很抱歉

总是以为只要不经常腻在一起

我们的感情将不会产生任何的问题

就好像我们身边那些人一样

可是当我看了你的部落格

我知道我还是错了

眼泪也这么不争气地落下了

曾经我也遇过这种问题

当面对到困难时

她们只懂得把一切丢给我

那一天起

我的自信心开始崩溃了

并不是担心你们会跟她们一样

而是害怕你们会感到腻了

所以我选择远离

抱歉

我有了这么一个错误的观念

或许我害怕得忘了

除了我的家人

你们才是我另一个避风港

其实

我的确不擅长把自己的感觉说出来

身边太多人了

我亦分不清谁对谁错

我明白我们当中任何一个

都不会背弃我们的承诺

琪琪

抱歉我没经常待在你身边

就连你难过的时候

我也没有问起你些什么

Sori o my dar dar...

last few days i dun hv broadband to on9 o...

n dun sad sad le...

without him u stil gt us ma...

any unhappy muz tell us o...

muacx~ ^^

我最爱的一首歌~

累了 照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中不听话的 就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮摆动着

越美丽越让我忐忑

我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆

退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆

退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆

最怕我太不争气

顽固的赖在空气

霸占你心里 每一寸空隙

要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平

请你尽力 把我忘记

近来我喜欢上了这首歌...
不知道为什么...
我对这首歌有着很深的感触...

我喜欢它的意思...
淡淡地却很有感觉...
听着听着...心情就会接着好转... ^^

broken again...

life is getting broken...

wat to do so...?

hmm... sumthing is changing...

well... tat's my new secret...

oni my best fren Steven noe abt it...

aikz... sry my dearest zi mui...

tis 1 is reli too private le...

arghhhhhhhhhh~

broken life . broken heart

munn bufday at ioi... although it's late celebrate...

today go for ioi...

bt i late jor lar... ehee...

cuz dad bring me out...

so i oni can reach aft they finished their movie..

vry paiseh leh...

let them watch movie sin...

hmm... sry sry ya~

well... i'm goin to slip...

nt to say so much...

let me show our pics sin...

ps: i upload sum sin... d other view at yunn's blog~

paiseh weer...

we all at toilet b4 goin to hv meal...

me ft pamela~ at seoul garden...

trip of taman botani... ^^

well well... i late post again...

yesterday followed shl go for trip...

at taman botani... =="

um n ukm were go for sivic project...

bt upm... all go for play... xD

d weather was vry hot tat day...

n... we were vry happy there...

cuz... d rain gun...

hmm... to water those plants...

we vry unluckily...

kena water pula... all run away...

ehee...

now... show u all me n zi mui de pic lar...

n oso ft c.j.y.y.y gang's member de pic...

well... we vry perasan rite...? xD

we climbed a SMALL mountain... lolz... =="

kee kee ft me~ ^^

chiin chiin ft me... ^^

hmm... anyway... i lv trips~ ehee...

dunno wat i'm thinking abt...

hmm... wat to do...
steven tmr oni can used back phone...
aiyo... many secret...
inside my heart now...

cuz juz he noe wat happened to me b4...
hmm...
sry arr zi mui...
oni he noe abt those secret...
soo, i cant tell u all...

wait i'm ready to tell...
den i wil tell u all abt my secret...
ok anot...?
hmm... anyway, reli sry weer...

summore...
d justin... T.T
wat game oso play...
n oways rich or high lvl than me...
aiyerr.... vry cham err...

no choice... Xp
bt err... i more clever than my 2nd bro...
his typing maniac juz lvl 5...

1st time i played den i go to lvl 7...
ehee... ehee... ^^v
i clever ma... ahaha... xD
perasan rite...? eikz...

comment again~ ND's 黑暗世界... ^^

在这个世界

我们早已觉悟

人总是自私的

他们能够为了个人的利益

而舍弃身边的一切

或许他们并不了解

亲情，友情与爱情是并存的

没有了这一切

人就等于没有灵魂一样

忘记了存在的意义

所以我们应该相信彼此

无论世界有多黑暗

却总是有着光明的一面

gud NEWS to mii...!

i found back my 2gb memory stick le...
ahaha... no choice...
who ask mii sooo clever jek... =]
anyway, i used back my memory stick lu~
my baobeii songs n pics... ^^
muacx muacx~

hmm... wat to do...?

hmm... father's day din go anyway o...
daddy work err...
so, no choice...
delay to celebrate for it...
ehee... ^^

summore... my shl teacher reli vry 38...
all saw us oso seems like wan to run away...
cuz they thought yik yeen gt h1n1...
swt... she vry healthy lar...
no nid scare of us lar...

4upm is nth...
n no ppl gt h1n1...
n if i selseme... oso nt h1n1...
cuz my nose sensetive... ok...?
urghhhhhhhhh...

yea... tmr i goin to stay back...
yeng yeng gt join singing comp...
ehee... ^^ tis year dun hv partner...
sooo, i dun wan lur... Xp

hmm... dunno support who leh..?
nicole jealous weer...
she said i sure support y.yin wor...
ehee... aiya...
all i oso support...
like tat ma ok lur... ^^v

i'm sooooo clever...
xD i noe sumone saying i'm perasan...
ahaha... i dun k...
seldom perasan nvm de... =]

blek blek...
anyway, tmr all gambateh ya...
muacx muacx~

a comment aft view a blog~ 孤独世界... ^^

曾经我也看了不少以伤心结尾的小说
一些爱情靠着个人的坚持而持续
但一些爱情因有着猜疑而错失
爱情并不讲究是否有着爱人的资格
既然有着一定的坚持
就没有人有阻止的权利
一些人只有在错过了才懂得珍惜
但却忘了一旦错过，就不再拥有

人生总是兜兜转转
或许下一秒你就是主角
而不再是别人的配角
你选择了隐藏真实的自己
不让别人看透你的伪装
当你遇到对的另一半
就如你所说的
你会卸下自己的保护色
让她分享你的一切

urghhhh... i'm in bad mood...!

well... i'm in a bad mood...
n oso a bad luck...

i wil nt b getting back my 2gb m2 in a short period...
well... my mum kept it...
urghhhhhhhhh... i using 128mb de m2 now...

sien...!!!!
luckily... all my novel saved inside my phone...
no m2 still can live... xD

bt... i juz can saved sum songs tat i love...
arghhh... tat's BAD... T.T
hmm... wat can do...?

wait lur... deng...
no MUSIC no LIFE~
tat's true for mii...

my god... when can i gt back my baobeii m2...?
wuwuwu~ SAD...!

i hate it...!!!

wat d... today gt result...

actually stil gt mood...

bt eng... i prepared ad...

she sure mark til i fail...

well... she done it...

juz 6 marks den i can pass...

she said 'i mark ft d spm format...'

wat d hell...

2nd time she marked my paper til i fail...

tat's a correct answer...!

she said 'no nid to ask me add marks...'

she talk to herself oni...

whole class oso chatting...

cheh... dai sei...

i hate d jaya... hng hng hng~

sien... 2 sub fail ad...

add math arrr....

tat 1 i reli dunno how to do...

sien... T.T next time muz pass...

555~ kesiannya saya...

i can live without YOU...

no u stil gt ah yus...

her eng gud than u... Xp

i'm suffer . again~ hmm...

sei lur...
reli cham dou... walao err...
i noe i'm suffer...
err... actually nt reli noe...
bt hor... hmm...
steven said i'm suffer...

cham . cham . cham~ ==
reli no mood...
sien dou ar.... aikz...

my ideas cuming out again...
i write jor alot of words inside my phone...
luckily my memory stick stil left 20mb...

my frens all oso said i'm crazy...
cuz... my 2gb de memory stick juz left 2omb...
no choice lur...
my hp is equals to mp3...
alots of songs inside... ^^"

oopss... i 4gt jor sumthing...
my 'cry on my shoulder' stil at steven there...
he helps me download le... full de...
bt i 4gt ask him to send for me...
aikz... he is goin for ns le...

hey fren... go ns b happy a bit ar...
mayb can kidnap a gf tim... xD
u ar... dun oways listen 'cry on my shoulder' lar...
fai si... later u feel sad...
den say is my fault again... Xp

no choice... who ask me like to listen sad de songs...
ehee... Xp

ehee... pass by... Xp

juz now viewed yeng de blog...

haha... xD

she paiseh leh... ehee...

cuz... xD xin yie write sumthing at her own blog...

ehee... ahaha... Xp

i noe i'm notti...

xD like tat oni gud ma...

yeng yeng de face nt thick de...

vry easy face red red de...

kekexx... ^^

anyway...

yeng, dun lost ur confidence...

u r d best...

4gt all unhappy memoriez n start a NEW life...

gambateh gambateh~ ^^

n oso my zi muiz o...

ehee... hope Qii fast fast recover back o...

dun simply eat those food tat u cant eat o... Xp

yunn dar oso...

fast fast think out our zi mui rules lur...

sad... think so long time jor...

reli no any idea ke?? xD

munn....

sry sry ar...

u bufday tat day i din send dou bufday msg for u tim...

dun angry ar...

sry ar... ^^"

anyway, happi bufday~

love . u . all

muacx~

q.m.y.y. zi mui gang day~ ^^

ehee... i late post again...

today slip til 5pm oni wake up... xD

u all sure say i'm pig...

i noe i'm... ehee...

last sun go Sunway ft Qii , Meiiz n Pamela...

we all hor... aiyo... vry crazy de...

1. we go watch nite at d museum 2... ft 2 more person...

my lou gong de dar n her dar de bro...

2. Qii said she hungry wor...

den we ma go hv our meal at BBQ plaza...

we take pic at there tim... ehee... ps ps... *^^*

3. we go take photo sticker...

vry nice de o...

Qii so sexy summore... xD

4. pui Qii go bought her bag den tAtAz~

go home le... wuwu...

sooooooooooooooooooooooo happy....

i planning to go out again...

mayb tis weekend...

o nt next weekend... ehee... ^^

累了~

我们

总是累了

却又不愿意承认

以我举个例子

我累了 哭了

只愿意自己分享

一些事情

总得自己承担

不愿意承认

我讨厌了

讨厌筑起一道保护墙

讨厌不真诚的对待

讨厌破坏我心情的人

讨厌默默地躲起来哭

讨厌一切我不愿意想起的冷言冷语

好讨厌 好讨厌

总是想着吃亏当吃补

总是怀念着美好的滋味

总是相信生活可以过得很快乐

却总是不愿意承认自己的脆弱

不甘愿被人抄袭后

最后的矛头却指向自己

不甘愿懒得澄清后

最后被一致认定的问题都算在我的头上

不甘愿相信一个人以后

背叛总是发生在我身上

生活

真是过得好累

我慢慢筑起的保护色

也即将面临崩溃

能陪伴我度过这一切的

只有一些人

最近是怎么了~

今天终于得空上网了...

开了姐妹, 盈的frenster...

忽然发现...

我们应该不再是姐妹了...

她和俊德似乎发生了一些事...

在她难过的时候...

我并不是她第一位倾诉者...

其实是我没发现...

过去的一切已经成为了过去...

就连她的profile也再没有我的出现...

究竟一切什么时候变了...

我也不再知道了...

曾经...

我们是形影不离的...

曾经...

我们之间并不存在任何的秘密...

曾经的曾经...

都在不知不觉的情况下改变了...

好想知道...

却又不晓得该如何开口...

毕竟她有了新的姐妹...

有了新的生活方式...

一切都已变得好陌生...

唉... T.T

wat should i do??

d memoriez r nt lasting anymore....

... u c le den u noe...

其实的确未想过

不能够再与你牵着手

委屈的时候

已没有你再陪着我心痛

原来一切都是我太过骄纵

自以为你会懂

一直忘了告诉你

究竟我对一切有多么地感动

我知道仍然还爱着你

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我还是很难过

所以直到最后还微笑地为我加油

我知道我还放不下你

在会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此的心中

其实这份爱未停过

曾经那完整幸福的梦

仍然还在脑海里头

我有多么希望你

还在我的左右

答应你

我会继续好好过

不再让

这些眼泪都白流

---- 我知道 by By2 [ edited ]

finally...

谢谢你 琪

是你让我明白到我们只是有一小段的误会

挣扎了那么久的苦恼

终于都还是在你的努力下解开了

我明白一切承诺所存在的意义

姐妹不是说解散就解散的

当初我所苦恼的是一切的突变

那让我措手不及的难过

现在的我只会对着别人建起一道墙

而不是你们 还有我的朋友

既然问题都已经解开

我不会在难过

我不会怪你

因为愤怒会让人忘记了理智

现在让我们一起订下承诺

不会再隐藏自己的难过

姐妹 还是姐妹 ^^

i think i noe wat's happen now...

view jor ur blog...

well, i noe wat's happen...

err... i noe tat how i explain oso no use jor...

hmm... =="

err... i reli cant rmb wat happened tat time...

hmm... mayb...

nth lar... aikz....

juz... if tis is betrayed...

den nth i can say...

hmm... anyway...

juz add oil in exam bahx...

i'm lucky cuz u'r stay ft me...

well... i noe...

u'r stil stay ft me, my zi mui, Qi~ ^^

i'm happy tat u stil treat me vry gud...

u stil k abt me...

no matter i'm sad, happy o moody...

u told me...

i can share my secret ft u...

i noe... ^^ i wil too...

eheee....

nt juz Qi stay ft me o...

n oso all d member of c.j.l.y.y gang... ^^

we r all d best...~

well, all exam +u+u o...

i late to post again... xD

hmm... yesterday was mother's day o...

i wake up at 9 sumthing cuz...

i gt extra tuition for acc... T.T

nvm lar... hmm...

exam starting today oso... sad...

sooooooooooo hard ar...

wuwu~ T.T

well... yesterday i celebrated ft my mum n bro...

bro belanja... nt me...

cuz i vry vry poor nehx... xD

although my mum oways said i'm rich...

ehee... ^^

i take alot of pic yesterday leh...

ahahaha... perasan... i noe... ^^

i choosed a red in colour de long-sleeved shirt for my bro...

ehee... bt i'm so sad....

my bro choose my mum buy tat shirt to wear to work today...

wuwu~ soooooooooooo sad...

aikz... ==